12/7/10
A Beautiful Day to be a Tree
Ah, what a beautiful winter day to be a tree. The cold winter wind ruffles my branches and my bark shivers in delight. Oh how I enjoy being coniferous and how others enjoy my presence too. They look at me, pointing and squealing at how tall I am, how wide I am, how thick my branches are. The four all nod in my direction and leave to tell their friends. Oh how happy I am to bring such joy to all who look at me and gaze upon my perfection.
Here they come now and two happy men carrying big stick’s with stones at the ends are approaching me. I greet the two joyfully with my evergreen foliage, grander than that of all around me. The two lift up their stone sticks in praise and tell the family they made a good choice. What am I being chosen for I wonder. Maybe I shall be given a prize and be the envy of any tree that already isn’t.
But the other, older trees just look at me sadly, blowing their leaves back and forth. Is it jealousy that I detect in their expressions? No, I see only pity. But why would they feel pity for the beautiful tree who has been chosen for greatness.
And then I feel the pain and my stump. A searing blow from a stone stick that peels away my bark. The two do not register my shrill plea’s for them to stop but they continue hacking again and again and again until sap oozes from my grievous wounds. The men are singing a song about joy to the world while the yellow liquid coats their face and hands. The world around me dims, I can feel my life force fading as the children laugh cruelly at the death of all things beautiful, mocking my death.
And for what? I try to call out in vein. Because you want to put me in your house, to capture my essence of cheer and magnificence in your house forever? No. You have killed me. Murdered me. And I will be gone, wilted and forgotten, in a ditch near the houses you build out of my dead comrades. Your kind embrace the joy I give you and because of your love for us you destroy us, granting yourself a few moments in the grace of our presence instead of letting us grow, to stay there for you to enjoy for generations.
I am lifted up by them and carried away to die. When the world fades to black and I am falling into the unknown the only thing that chases me into that chasm is the small ones hideous laughter at my murder.
